There are still days in my life that I say "You should be here".
My pain, my anxiety, my
frustration, my triumph, my happiness...you understand them all too well and
you were both very good at it. Never once did you leave me in all my troubles
and my happy times, you were always there to give me words of motivation, support,
love and that makes today difficult. I accepted your 'departure' but today I
was looking for you for I missed your comfort...you were no where to be found.
I missed your voices, your smell, your warm hands, your warm hugs, most of all
your laughter...all that remain is just beautiful memories but I want more and
I know thats not possible and yet I still insist. Its so hard to forget someone
who gave me so much to remember.
I curled in bed under
the warm duvet for it is raining outside...I'm cold still...the warmth of your
presence is what I crave and that is what I cannot have...anymore. Sometimes I
wish you were here so I could tell you how much I need you and how hard
everyday has been without you. Nonetheless I will always have this piece of my
heart that smiles whenever I think about you.
Dear
Mom & Dad, because of you, I am what I am today. Thank you ❤️.
